I was born with ability to see both the visible and the energy worlds. As a kid I thought that everybody saw the world that way. I would feel and see what the plants wanted and what changes needed to be made for the fruit trees to produce more fruits. I interacted with the energy fields of nature and at some point my mom noticed that. My parents had an acre of land and mom started asking me where to plant and what kind of vegetables and berries. By planting “goods” where they “liked to be” (that is how I explained stuff as a 4 year old) amazing results were created . My parents were able to sell so much produce that it paid off the house and we got a new car.
As a kid I painted what I saw and later realized that I saw the essence of people (the best possible version, the energetic signature). We are born as individual manifestations of love with love’s energetic signature and a unique blend of ingredients to serve and live the life we are intended to live. The vision of our essence is very pronounced in the heart.. It also outlines the barriers that people construct to protect themselves from recognizing their magnificence.
As a kid I was surprised that the concept of war existed. Since I saw interconnectedness of all in the energy and spirit field I could not understand why would people hurt each other. It is so obvious that we are actually hurting ourselves…literally.
It took me a while to realize that physical bodies was all that a lot of people saw. When I discovered that I felt scared as if something was wrong with me, and I started to paint more and heal with art and energy.
My ability to interact with energy allowed me to feel deep connection and the possibility of what the world would be like if we saw our essences. I imagined that if we recognized ourselves as unique manifestations of love we would act from a completely different place. The illusion of separation and “not-good-enoughness” would not exist.
We misuse the word human. Somehow we see humans as limited and flawed, or we move on to the other side of the spectrum and arrogantly claim the top of the evolutionary chain (which shows that we feel flawed and want to hide it).
The reality is that a human is an incredibly beautiful creation that holds the creator within (like everything that is). However we possess the ability to choose and really transform the world around us.
I am wondering, if we consider the possibility of self-recognition (recognizing the creator within) how our life would be different…
